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I wish I had the right words to say - I see you

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Thanks Tamsin - those sound like the right words. Thank you. 🥹

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I think there are many of us who are trying to find a way through grief, loss, love and the accompanying feelings. Even if you don’t feel you have the right words yet - these words are enough to make us (me included) less alone in that particular journey.

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Amen to being less alone my lovely. 🙏

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Thank you for sharing with us. There are no right words for moments like this, I see you. I lost my dad almost 17 years ago (that cannot be right) and it still hurts.

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Thank you Emma. Such a unique bond father & daughter. I feel you. ❤️‍🩹

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Holding you in my thoughts, you are not alone

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Appreciate that Lisa 🥹❤️‍🩹

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Good to welcome you back. Had missed your musings here 🥹

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Good to be back. With my heavy heart and all. 🙏❤️

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🥲❤️‍🩹

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✨🧡✨

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Hi David, this is Mohika. Thank you for sharing your story. Nothing, nothing, nothing can take grief away from us. I'm sorry to hear about your friend but I wish them safe travels safe crossover 🙏 🧿🧡 I wish you peace and grace 💗

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Hi Mohika. Lovely to connect. Thank you for your warmth & blessings they are much appreciated . 🙏

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Suicide brings a special kind of grief, I think. I have personally found it hard to let go of.

Sending love to you all ✨

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Hi Zoe! For sure. It brings more layers to already complex terrain. I’m finding hard to let go too. Putting it to bed and then deciding in a moment the whole bed needs flipped upside down. 😅 Much love. 💖

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We’re almost three years in from losing Lisa that way and I still occasionally feel this way ❤️ it’s hard, there’s a lot to work through, for sure

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I keep saying to people there’s a part of me constantly trying to ‘make sense of the senseless’. By definition that’s obviously impossible. Regardless, the ego-mind complex’s job is to file things away in order for us to feel safe and so we go on looking for a final hook to hang it all on. Mediation is a space where I can move through the clouds but the clouds themselves will just have to be. ☁️☁️☁️☁️☁️🛫☁️ x

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Sorry for your loss David 🙏🏻🕊️🤍

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Thank you Kate 🤲🏼🕊️✨

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Sending love David. This is surely one of life's hardest experiences ❤️

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Warmly appreciated Vicki ❤️

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David, I hear you, I see you and bearing witness to your pain and sitting alongside you to listen when you're ready.

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Sounds like a lovely blessing for me. Thank you Victoria. 🙏

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Holding you and your friend in my heart.

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Much appreciated. Much love. ❤️

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💙💙💙

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One of the hardest part is seeing the world go on, as if they don't realise a bright star has just left this earth.

Remembering your best friend and the impact he had on those around him. 💐

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Indeed Mika, it puts us out of step with the rest of the world which can be quite isolating and frightening really. Thank you. 💐

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This is the first of your posts I have read David and your courage, sharing and open heart is deeply appreciated. You are not alone in this grief or that challenge of letting go. There is no rush 🤍🙏

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Thanks Carina! You're very welcome here! Beautiful to be reminded not to rush - I love the 'Nature does not rush yet achieves everything' saying. <3

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I’m sorry to hear of this, David. Thank you for the update but take all the time you need to grieve. That being said, if writing here helps with that process then I support it.

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How on earth did I miss your comment Chanel! 🥲 I always appreciate your wisdom and support 🙏 x

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